I’m pretty nervous around water. If I can’t see the bottom I freak out. In fact, if I can see the bottom but can’t reach it, then I also freak out. Essentially, unless I’m in a bath or a shallow swimming pool, I’m usually screaming and flapping about like I’m drowning.
I am NOT the sort of person who gets into a murky lake, let alone races round one. The perfect time to face my fear and do an little Silverfit aquathlon then, really! A 500m swim in Hyde Park’s Serpentine lake followed by a 5k jog round the park itself. A cute little race- perfect. I was fearful when I signed up; both for the swim and the multi-race element, but decided I’d be really chuffed with myself for completing one.
I arrived on race day, monitoring the number of ducks out of the corner of my eye. My friend Sophie was racing with me (we missed you, Kate!). Sophie was using the chance to train for her triathlon in August. I was happy to learn from her!
We were in the first wave, and I lay out my little transition station (towel, trainers, socks, belt, number). Before I had time to realise what was happening, I was jogging over to the start and plopped in the water without even thinking. A swan swam in front of the group, psyching us out.
I was shaking a bit then, I think from the adrenaline. Time to SLOW DOWN. I was last in the race already but I had to work really hard to park that fear of “being slow”, and commit to taking the race at a pace that was comfortable for me. I was in this to finish it with a smile, not win Olympic gold!
I looked ahead, and Sophie was bobbing about, waiting for me at the first marker. “Come on! You’re doing so well!” she had stopped her race and was yelling encouragement. I nearly cried. What a lovely person!
We bobbed the next 2 and a half laps round together- Sophie swimming off looking strong, and me panting and flapping behind! The last 100m- Sophie stopped and said to me “can you put your head in the water?!” I said “YES!” and so…. I did. And it made a MASSIVE difference. I went a lot faster. I was over the fear of face-in-murky-water at that point. Really got into my rhythm by that last stretch.
And Sophie had put her face in for the first time during this race, too. We were ROCKING the aquathlon, achieving new things together! Yay!
We took our time, found our rhythm, and had an incredibly nice run. I’ve also never been for a run in shorts before- like, EVER. Why? Because I’m embarrassed of my chubby knees. Well, I ran in a TRI SUIT. Take that, London. Here are my chubby knees, running past you in all their glory, pah! This was a race of achievements and friendship.
